I just need you to listen .

I feel like i don't give mum the respect , love , space that she should deserve . im just so selfish . i just think about myself and not her . I feel so wrong . She , suffering to give birth me and all i do is just disrespecting her , shout at her and show faces . i wonder how she feels being a mother to four kids which is stubborn and selfish . How can she hold on ? She's so strong . im amazed mum . For me , in this relationship situation and i can't stand it . What about me being a mother ? i think , i can't even live . Without her , who am i ? Looking at her so strong , she gave me the strength to hold on . Yeaah , im like her . Love keeping feelings to myself , giving in , wanting to give up but still holding on , think about others and sacrifice a bit of time .

Mum , im sorry for all the things i did that hurt you so much . i can't promise but i'll try to give you the respect , love , space that you should deserve . I Love You Siti Julimah Bte Jumain ♥ .